You'll Forever Stay In My Heart

Baby my feelings for you is real.

I love you; that's what I feel

Loving you is never easy, but it didn't stop me still

for I know in my heart there's a will

I know that you love me too, 

and you promised you'll forever do.

I believe that your words are true

I trust you, please don't break my heart in two.

Everything is too complicated to bear.

The time is so unfair.

It seems that it doesn't care,

for the love that we both share.

I know that this is hard.

I don't even know where to start

I don't understand why we have to be apart

But I know you'll forever stay in my heart.

Dear Father,


The day is frowning on me. It's been so hard, that I lost my wisdom. I neglect to remember, what I've learned and what You've taught me. I don't know what's your purpose and I may never understand your wisdom my Father, but I trust You. Forgive me if I doubt, and please restore my faith and trust on You. This day, I am not thinking righteously, and I feel like I'm leaning to death. Lift my soul up in Your standard, my Father. I am not perfect, nor my relationship with You is not perfect, but I am seeking for perfection. Help me to improve my relationship with you. I am so glad and thankful that I am your child and You are my Father. I'm thankful no matter how hard life could be, because I have a Father like you that loves me with an everlasting love, despite of all my sins. My Father, keep me always in your heart and hands. You already knew what I need. You know me more than as much as I know myself. Thank you so much for the life.

Love,
Your Child
Kata

A letter for Jesus Christ

Dear Lord Jesus,


The sun didn't shine on me today. There's lot's of trials and obstacles that you gave to me today. I understand and I'm thankful for it. I know it is for my sanctification. I fail so much this week. I fail to obey you. I fail to believe and trust in you. I fail to have faith in you. Lord Jesus, I wanted to go back to you. I wanted to be near with you again. Sorry so much, for everything that I have done wrong through out the entire week. I feel like I put myself away from you. Sorry for not reading your holy book everyday. Sorry for I lost a lot of patients to my parents. Please help me to find more respect to my parents. Help me to relieve, and to start all over again. Allow me to redo the wrong things right. Help me to have more of you and less friends and internet. Help me to always hold on tight with you, and don't let me fall into evilness. Lord Jesus, whatever happens to me today, was just for my sanctification. It was just a test to measure my faith, but sadly i fail. I dishonor you Lord Jesus, and allow me to start all over again, I may fail over and over again, but I know you will lift me up and help me stand up again. Lord Jesus, help me to be Christ-like, teach me how to be like you. My goal in life is Christianity. Lord Jesus, send me your holy spirit to always guide and remind me the things that I will do. Always be with me whenever I'm down and mad. Please take away any anger and hates that might lead me to do such unrighteous things and replace it with your love, faith and grace. Always remind me of your words, promises, laws and commandments whenever I feel sad, angry and failure. I sincerely ask your forgiveness and may you please help me to do my promises to myself. Thank you so much for everything you have done for me and my family. May you continue to bless my family. I surrender all of my burdens on your feet. In thy most holy name I pray. Amen.

God's Unfailing Love

 

Everyday I thank God for all the trials He gave to me, because without those trials I wouldn't be the person who I am today. I learn a lot of things and it deepens my realization in life from all those trials.

Although He gave me trials every single day, I thank Him because He still give me a chance to wake up in the morning and face another trials and start a new journey.  

I thank God for giving me life, though life is hard, I thank Him so much, because He give me this opportunity to live on His wonderful creations.

Lord God send his holy Son into this world to give us eternal life.

We don't even deserve to wake up in the morning, 

because we are indeed sinners..

He shed his blood on the cross for us to live and we did nothing but receive what Jesus did on the cross so then we are blessed beyond measure.

Sometimes I complain a lot, but I kept on reminding myself that I'm so blessed because I have family, I'm in good health, I have home, I have food to eat, and I'm away from any danger I fear. There's no such thing as catastrophic fate. We are all blessed because God gave us the greatest gift that could only be found in his Son Jesus. We don't deserve any of the blessings God gives us, because we are all dirty sinners. However, God blesses those who are faithful to Him. Everyone should be thankful, in fact we deserved to be punished, yet God still bless us, forgive us and love us unconditionally.  

I just simply asked God to remove all the hates and anger and let the love to overflow; give me more strength trough His love and grace and make me a stronger person to surpass all of the trials that he gave or will give to me whatever it maybe. I surrender everything to God and whatever His decision maybe,
 I will be forever be thankful and joyful.

Lord God, Thank you so much for your unfailing love.

I don't exactly know what the title is going to be. But this is just it.

No other thing I could think of would be much better to let this out, but to cry.

To write or to cry, whatever it maybe, 
all that matters is to let this strong feelings out.

Writing and crying is like synonyms for me. 
Both ways can cleanse my feelings a bit.

 I can't control myself on scribbling down words

about my exhaustion and burdens. 

All the burdens that I'm probably going to carry through forever.

My fate is just the way it is, and I have no choice 
so I have to make the best out of it.

I laugh insanely but deeply in the inside I'm crying.

I'm always hyper; my body doesn't get haggard, 
but my feelings is getting tired.

I never wear a frown, but I'm secretly struggling inside.

You think that I have so much confidence, but I feel blue and odd 
as if like I'm filled with indifference.

I don't understand why my life have to be this hard. It's pretty tiring

on keep on hoping that everything will change. 
I get sick and tired on doing everything

just to make this inconsiderate life a little bit better than it actually is. 
I want change desperately.

I don't get why my fate is like this. But I know that God loves me, 
He has better plans for me, and that's all that counts

I'm officially falling in Love with you

Why is love have to be so hard?

Crush seems to be so weird?

Time have gone so complicated.

I never write anything about love before.

Maybe because I'm not inspired like this before.

Before, It would took couple of days for me to complete a poem.

Now, I unexpectedly completed love poems in just one sleepless night. 

How can I possibly find some words about my feelings?

This is new to me. 

I never talk like this before.

I never feel like this before.

I never fall in love like this before.

I'm clueless.

  Before, my heart is overflow with joy

Now, my heart and soul is filled with love.

All I know right know is...

I'm officially falling in love with you

♥♥♥